Boring?


Hair wise anyway, I'm quite conservative. Back in my younger years I use to change my hair color every week... No exaggeration! I would go from blond to black to bright red to whatever else I felt in a matter of days. These were not temporary dyes either. I used bleach to permanent dye to hair stainers (meaning you couldn't even bleach it out even if you wanted to). When I hit 17-18 though, all of this began to stop.


Now I'm accused of being boring with my hair styles! ...So I decided to try new ones out.






What do you think? :P #3 is what I call a ninja hairstyle. #5 with the high ponytail reminds me of the 60s disco look. I think I'm gonna do that one the next time I go clubbing, complete with that facial expression.

Broke out my house music once again.



I forgot how much I used to love it.

I remember why I stopped... The lack of lyrics would make me feel so alone inside when I listened to them. I have concluded that you must be content within and emotionally dependent to enjoy such music hahaha Okay, no that's probably just for me.

Coincidentally, I am feeling rather free inside. :D

Facial Moles

I was walking through crystal mall one day with Danny (the FOB in us keeps us visiting that boring place), and I saw a place that removes moles for $15! Excited, I was about to rush in when Danny stopped me.

"What are you doing?" he asked, trying to keep up with my flow of thoughts.

"I'm going to get this mark on my lip removed! Move!"

But he decided to get all motherly on me and said, "You don't even know what the mark means or if it's even safe!"

So recently I decided to check on the net to see if there's anything regarding the meaning.

To my surprise, I saw one with a facial graph of the mark EXACTLY where I have mine! I followed the numbered graph to its corresponding meaning and it read:

"Need to prevent unwanted sexual advances."

Wow, great. That sounds like I'm going to get raped or something.

If you're interesting in looking at meanings of birth marks or readings of the face and so forth, you can visit this site. http://www.wofs.com/index.php

Though, I am really skeptical about their accuracy, it's much too vague and every little detail can change a meaning, such as the exact placement and appearance of it. Nevertheless, it's entertaining. :)

Btw, I used another site for facial meanings but this one has it as well. Only on this one it speculates on how I have weight problems making me depressed and how I need to be careful about my sex life because I seem to enjoy romance with more than one person? HAHAHA I also love how it says: "...But because you are a person with SOME morality, it causes you stress." The only weight problem I have is that I feel I'm underweight, but I don't think I've ever fallen into depression about it? Not to mention I've only had one boyfriend and most people describe me as cold and uninterested in dating!

Another one said that the mark is a symbol of passion, desire and... Some other thing I can't remember.

See what I mean, all of these contrast so much and I can't tell you how off I find them!

I think what my mom said was the most accurate, "It means you like to eat a lot."

As I was looking in my closet today, I found a blazer I had a while back that I bought online but never wore - it just seemed logical to me at the time that every girl should have a blazer like men do. As I slipped it on, I soon recalled while I never wore it, it was too big for me. The arms fit but the stomach and shoulders were way off. I couldn't even button it without exposing myself!

Nevertheless, with it, I felt sharp. I guess this is how men feel. You can imagine yourself as a lawyer or a university teacher or a business man (or woman), most probably do... But not me...

I, for some reason, imagined myself as a professional killer. Bahahah



I know, what is up with me and my fascination of wanting to kill bad guys?! hahaha

Yes, this was an actual conversation!

To be fair, I once did want to marry young! I used to think that marrying young was an indication that you've found your soul mate early and can live out your life not having to worry. But now I've seemed to have taken on a whole new perspective.

Have you ever heard the quote,

"Enjoy your life for you'll have plenty of time to spend on being dead?"

I have a similar motto regarding marriage, though not with such a negative aftermath.

"Enjoy being single, for you'll have the rest of your life to be married."

To me, being "single" (term used loosely) means to live for yourself. Despite being single most my life, I have yet to feel like I have truly lived. I'm the type of person who has been said to be quite cold and emotionally detached, in other words, I'm closed off. That, however, is not true once I've let someone in my heart. I become the sweetest, most caring and affectionate (if I may say so myself, hahaha) girl. But after so many years, I've slowly returned to my old self... Not because I have a loss of feelings, but because I feel tired of having everything be about someone else. I'm only 24 and I've given my youth away.

I now fear marriage.

Many people think I'm this way because I'm incapable of loving someone, but on the contrary, I am this cold because I know I am.



I was born frowning and had to learn how to smile.
I was born knowing how to breathe, but have yet to learn how to live.

With my improvised hip weights, originally leg weights

When I was younger, I used to easily be the skinniest girl in the class, not by choice... Just because of my genetics. I was athletic and loved sports but always mistaken to be the girl that was fragile. I would take on guys to a game of basketball, even with a mere bandaid shielding a deep cut on my hand that would end up bleeding all over the place. Er...

I did not try to starve myself to be the size that I was. I was just how I was, small. But my being small was not an accurate assessment of how frail I was presumed to be. I felt like I was often not taken seriously.

I tried to gain weight as I grew older but after many failed attempts it didn't even matter anymore, I was gaining weight from something else... Muscles. I didn't work out religiously, they just came from my playing so many sports before.

But... I liked it, I look healthier.

Which is why when I see something like this, it annoys me.






I cannot stand girls who try to look like dolls. It's not just the body, but the hair and personality as well. They throw on tons of pink blush that can never look realistic, curl their hair to the point where it looks like Barbie did their hair, wear shoes that are too big for them to mimic a little girl playing dress up, and do this look in photos that look as if they're too dumb to know how to smile properly.



I probably made my stomach convert from the right to the left. 0_o


I remember watching this girl talk to a guy. She spoke extremely slow, from quiet to loud on every other word to try to mimic a kid who wasn't intellectually advanced enough to talk and think at the same time.

At the end of her sentence the guy goes,

"Why do you take a breath for every 2 words you say? Are you that out of shape?"

The girl pouted and tried to play off her failed attempt at being cute by forcing more cuteness, to which the guy replied,

"No, seriously. It took you like 5 minutes to finish that sentence. Maybe you should see a doctor or something."


I think I dislike these girls cause I feel like they don't WANT to be taken seriously. Not to mention the fact that their trying to act cute 24/7 only seems to speak of how fake their personality is. I don't mind cute girls, just the girls who try to force being cute in front of guys.

the Girls' Birthdays!

Lily & Michelle

We went to a comedy theatre that offers dinner and a show in port coquitlam for 60$ (including tip). We were originally suppose to go last week but it was booked full.

Although it was Michelle's 24th birthday, it really seemed like we were celebrating her 12th. She decorated herself with every accessory possible that the place offered her, including a hideous plastic crown. hahaha




The place itself was filled with workers running around in dress up costumes to encourage hilarity in the place... But it really just felt like we were at a kids' party :P




My dinner. While everyone was eating, one of the guys came around and asked us how the food was. Lily who was lying to be polite said, "Oh, it's good!!" The guy takes a look at her and says, "Seriously? Man, you need to get out more." hahahah

If you wanted to know... It wasn't that bad, wasn't that good either, just okay. Though the paper place mats just made me feel like we were at a kids party even more.

The place emphasized on Canadian pride. Being the only asians in there... I felt a bit awkward at first.



At one point, the waitresses came around to get us all to play a game. Each table gets a different key word and whenever their waiter or waitress says it, they have to say the "response" word we were given. I guess it was based on who says it loudest?

So when she came to our all-asians table, I hear her say, "Okay, the keyword is oriental and the response word is balls." I look at Danny. Then Anna... Then Lily. All of them smiled happily and nodded to her.

After she left I looked at Danny and said, "Aren't you offended?! ORIENTAL balls?!" Danny simply replies, "Dude, she said ornamental." I could only stare blankly at him and ask,

"Wtheck is an ornamental?"

Okay, I just proved how slow I can be. My excuse is that whenever the girls are together, our intellect level seems to drop quite significantly.




One of Michelle's friend bought a cake for her. We weren't aware and we all thought that it was the restaurant's birthday cake for people who were celebrating that night. After the waitress left and we sang happy birthday, we sat there for a good 5 minutes wondering what to do with it. Michelle: "Am... Am I suppose to blow out the candles? What about the rest of the birthday people there? Should I tell them to come over?"

See, it's not just my intellect level that's affected.

As for the show itself... Most of the jokes were sex-related and I didn't get most of them. I would cover up the fact that I didn't get it by clapping the hardest. I clapped so much my arm got arthritis after.

What I DID like though, was the singing performances. A guy came out to sing who has a CD out and I could only smile like a moron while listening to him.

Later on, Michelle, the birthday girl, tells us she wants to go on stage after the show to take pictures, particularly jumping ones.

So we complied...




What this picture doesn't show is the aftermath.

Apparently when I jump I like to throw my arms out as if to hog the spotlight, thereby shoving whoever is beside me out of the way. You can see my hand preparing to shove Michelle out of "my" way. A few seconds after this Michelle was down on the ground and Fredalyn was shoved off into that box with her hands clasping over it to refrain from falling on her butt... Which she ended up doing anyway.

Nobody will take a jumping picture with me after that.

But the lighting guy seemed to like us. He turned on the stage lights for us as people looked over. When we got off and other people got on, he turned it off. hahahah Okay it was probably a coincident, but we like to think otherwise. *Overconfident smile*


Afterward, we went to Fredalyn's place to chill.




Michelle with the stuff animal bunny that has an a-hole.
I'm with the killing gloomy bear
Anna's with the cute, sweet dinosaur
Lily's with the calm expression toad

I think it depicts our personalities quite well.

Feeling oh, so uninspired.