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August 25 -

Waking up to a new day is a gift in itself, but waking up and feeling the strength of that new day? It's like a gift wrapped in gold.

Nights are full of lurking evils, drunks and confusion. Afternoons are full of busy schedules, commotion, and activity. But the mornings? The quiet, calm mornings are moments made for appreciation... One of the few gifts given by nature with its beauty still perserved. These moments demand appreciation, failing to reveal its true worth to those who fail to give it their fullest attention, whether that be mentally or physically. The same morning for all but a different experience for many.

This just strengthens the idea that it's not just what's around us but what we hold within us that enables us to experience what we do. 50/50 right? :)


Waking up to a new day is great, but waking up and feeling like it's a new day may just classify all those other days as just one really long day.

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11:02pm -

I try so hard to ignore it, but people in vancouver PISS me off. Shit starters trying to act like they really got something to fight for, when all else fails for them to explain their act of hatred towards somebody, they never fail to say the same thing, "he/she was cocky." No, you believing everyone needs to suck up to you and take your shit is being cocky.
I'm not saying that there is never a scenario where someone's in your face and beaming with cockyness, but I'm saying it's usually coming from the shit starter themselves. I understand when someone stands up for themselves when they're being provoked... But usually even those only escalate to just fights. So wtf kinda excuse do these shit starters have for killing people over disputes? It pisses me off enough already that they start shit and try to look innocent, but when they kill someone over it? I'm so pissed off that my eye is twitching right now... You already know it once you hear someone's been stabbed/shot at a club... It's not even between gangs anymore. What you have here now is a bunch of dumb fucks who only care about looking hardcore. Gangs fight for money/drugs... They go far for that shit because it's an all or nothing game for them. These little pricks nowadays? They'll kill someone because ... Well... because... I really don't have a reason, but it definitely has no history or value behind it. In this case, because a guy was trying to stop the fight. Oh, oh, and of course there was the one where a guy tried to pick up a girl not knowing she was taken. When she tells him he backs off and says sorry but the boyfriend oversees it and throws a hissy fit. Guy goes up to apologize to the guy and he responds by stabbing him in the neck. Oh, and then he runs off and leaves his gf there. Then there's the one about someone accidentally stepping on someone's shoe? FUCK OFF.

It's no longer about the amount of money but the amount of ego. FUCK THIS SHIT. I know it doesn't help, but I'm livid.

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August 26 -

I called the company regarding my vitamins today and here's what happened:

me - "Hi, I'm having problems with my account, it seems you guys closed it. It's suppose to be for automatic delievery every month but I have yet to receive it and this is the second month. I also added numerous products using my free points to the last order."

guy - "Sigh. Yah, okay it shows here there's been a problem with the credit card attached to your account."

me - "Oh, it must have expired, I'll give you the new one. When you reopen my account does it count as a new one? So I'll lose all my benefits?"

guy - "No... It should all be back to normal. Let me double check."

-- after a while of sorting things out for me

me - "Okay, can you add my separate orders again."

guy - ".... Okay."

me - "I'd like the _________. ( I had a whole list )"

guy - "... Do you happen to have the product #? (NO one else has asked me for these, he just didnt want to search for it ).

me - "Um, no I don't."

Guy - "Okay let me just... *click*"

MF HANGS UP ON ME TO SAVE HIMSELF THE WORK!!!

And no, when you call back you get a different person

1:23am - Too many stops and turns.




Dinner @ the Keg... Lobster with melted butter tastes like popcorn at the theatre to me.

Speaking of theatre popcorn... I watched the Dark Knight and Wall-e this weekend.

Here's my opinion... The Dark Knight? AWESOME!! I loved how they developed the characters, especially the Joker. "You know how I got this scar on my face? ...... Why so serious?" Reminds me of Saw but less gruesome. I liked how the joker seemed to secretly respect Batman, enough to see him as equal competition and even to teach a lesson to the guy who was about to rat batman out. Obviously it was also to show Batman how quickly the people you save could care less about you, as well.
There was one actor I didn't really like in there... The girl. She just didn't fit to me. I'm not sure what type of personality she was suppose to carry, but what I felt was that she was forgettable and always angry about something. When she did smile it didn't look right, it seemed so fake. Like when Dent asked her to marry him and she did her whole response... The lines just didn't seem to fit with her. She wasn't pretty enough to me... I know it's mean but if your personality doesn't carry you through, you have to be pretty at least... BATMAN is after you.
I loved how even the audience can't predict what's going on most of the time. I hate how movies hint you or come up with ploys that are so predictable. Not knowing makes you feel like you're actually in the movie anticipating... Not sitting at the edge of your seat yelling, "BEHIND YOU DUMBASS!!" This way you don't feel annoyed... You feel outsmartened along with them. hahah :P Except the bomb in the stomach and the hostage situation, they were all pretty crazy plans. And even though I knew there was a bomb in his stomach ahead of time, I still didn't know where he was going with it.

"I'm just like a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't actually know what to do with it if I actually caught one."

Btw, what happened to him blowing up hospitals for each hour that guy was alive?



Wall-e? This movie got 4 out of 4 stars as well... But it was so boring to me, I really don't understand the great reviews. Yah, it was cute... But that's it. You think that them travelling from earth and into space would make the movie appear to expand more and seem less "flat" but it didn't. It felt like my emotions were on the same level the whole time.

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August 13 / 1:15am -

I finally fixed up my blog a bit and discovered how to blog directly from my phone! Previous attempts led to stray posts that were not attached to my blog... Instead you were suppose to retrieve it after and "claim" it so to speak.

So expect more random posts! :)

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10:15pm

They say for every bitter situation there's a lesson waiting to be learned. I wouldn't call it learning however, it feels more like a muscle being put through exercise. I already knew it, I just needed more practice to develop the strength to see it through.

Don't stand around waiting to be appreciated, you're simply being a hypocrite by not appreciating yourself as well.

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Everything went from wrong to right and stars came up filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind, it was love... At first sight

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August 21 / 4:27pm -

I can't think again. My brain is hurting and it can't breathe...